Sunday evening I made macaroni and cheese.  The kids absolutely love this dish and it is so easy with very few ingredients!  When I was out in Virginia a few months back I made it for my grandfather and aunt.  They all loved it too (although I used pastuerized cheese and milk there and I use raw here).  We often add tuna to it.  Of course, it was late by the time I made dinner and I didn't prepare a vegetable.  I'm not doing well with sticking to my veggies, however I am including them more than usual.  It is a slow progression.  My garage refrigerator froze half a head of cabbage, my leeks, and half my carrots.  I forgot that if you stick them toward the back of the darn thing they freeze!  I should put a note on the door so I never forget again.  I might be buying leeks tomorrow.
Some friends from church had a BBQ/pool party Monday evening.  We took our grass fed beef burgers and uncured beef hot dogs and some coleslaw I made.  They were providing the buns for the meat, but I made a couple whole spelt hamburger bun to take for myself.  I didn't even eat a brownie there!  I am quite proud of that accomplishment.  We had a great time, the kids barely got out of the pool long enough to eat dinner!
The little guy was sick today, some stomach bug or something.  So I ended up holding him most of the afternoon and wasn't able to make dinner.  Once Jeff was home from work it was too late to make anything in my meal plan.  I scrounged for something and ended up with some canned chicken, salsa, cheese, and tortillas.  I heated the chicken and salsa on the stove and then put it on a tortilla, added some cheese, and then rolled it up.  I baked it in the oven for about 30 minutes.  It is a type of chimichanga, I suppose.  I also made a big cheese quesadilla for some of the kids.  We all dipped them in sour cream cause that's how we roll up in here!  This would be a much healthier meal if the chicken were a higher quality, the salsa was home made, and the tortillas were whole grain made by myself.  Alas, I was going with what I had on hand that could be made up quickly.  One day I will have it all together!

plans change

I have messed up my whole meal plan schedule, but that's how I roll!  Jeff worked late Wednesday and Thursday night (well past the kids' bedtime) so I kind of let it all go.  I did make the twice baked potatoes (with hot dogs) on Wednesday evening but didn't do the creamed spinach with it.  Thursday night I scrapped my plans- because I lose all motivation when I know he will be working past midnight- and just bought some chicken from the store for the kids.  I know, not a healthy food by any means- I'm not perfect, you know!  Last night I made pizza pockets.  These are really so easy.  The dough is so simple- it is the same one I used for poptarts.  I don't soak it because I have read that soaking grains with a dairy product doesn't actually break down the phytic acid, so what would be the point?  They were delicious and the kids even ate the  leftovers for breakfast this morning.  Tonight we are having baked ziti for dinner.   It is really easy to make, though, and my children love it!  We are also having broccoli slaw.  I just tasted it and it is delicious.

Baked Ziti

8 -16 oz ziti depending on how saucy you would like it to be- I used 16. (penne or another similarly shaped noodle would work as well)
26 oz spaghetti sauce
15 oz ricotta
2 cups of cheese (mozzarella or white cheddar)

Preheat oven to 350 F.
Boil pasta according to package directions.
Meanwhile, mix sauce and cheeses in a bowl.
Drain pasta and return to pot.  Add sauce mixture.  Spoon (I pour) into a 9x13 pan and cover with parchment and then foil.  Bake 45 minutes or until edges are bubbly.  Once done, you can also sprinkle additional cheese on top and bake uncovered for an additional 5 minutes.  I usually skip this.

I don't know how many servings this makes, but we are a family of six and we have plenty left over.  You can make it more healthy by making your own sauce rather than store bought and using a whole grain pasta.  I use raw white cheddar cheese and I am hoping to make my own ricotta from our raw milk so I can try it in this recipe.  Store bought ricotta has fillers in it that I am not so sure I want to be eating.

meal planning

I have still been struggling with what to eat.  My sister just announced on her blog that she and her husband are eating a raw diet.  I had no idea.  So I spoke with her about it.  It is nice to have someone to lean on when it comes to diet changes.  We may not be eating the same things, but we both will have diets high in fruits and vegetables (and that is what I struggle with the most).  I have been searching for recipes that I can serve for dinner that have lots of vegetable and little to no meat.  I am not too concerned about dairy, since we mostly use it in cooking and baking.  I don't drink milk- I haven't since I was a young child.  Something to do with someone drinking out of the milk carton, my mom (or it could have been my dad) saying that was gross and not good for us.  In my usual rationale, I said to myself, "well, if it is so gross and not good for us I won't drink it ever again."  I have drank a few sips of milk in the last few years- mostly to taste the raw milk.  I just prefer water- I drink it like crazy.  Anyway, I have found some recipes.  I set up a meal plan for the next 10 days (I do menus by pay periods instead of weeks, and I am starting this one a little late).  So to help me actually make the menus, as well as stick to them, I am going to be posting my menu plans (along with links to recipes).  I am just starting with dinners, because that is what I'm having the hardest time figuring out.  I make bread and we eat sandwiches, toast, or just plain bread for lunch.  For breakfast I make muffins, we have eggs and toast, or I make pancakes or waffles.  I use freshly ground whole spelt flour in place of any other flour and rapadura (sucanat) in place of sugar in all the food I make.  This will be a huge improvement in our vegetable intake.

Wednesday     twice baked potatoes/
               hot dog potatoes with
               creamed spinach
Thursday      baked ziti with cabbage and lime salad
Friday        pizza pockets
Saturday      cheesy beef and rice
Sunday        mac and cheese with kale chips
Monday        tacos in a sleeping bag
               (making my own dough)
Tuesday       baked potato soup with
               broccoli slaw
Wednesday     leek and swiss chard tart with
               not your mama's cole slaw
               or dead simple slaw
Thursday      potato and zucchini pancakes
Friday        spinach quiche with 
               potato tortilla


Just so you know, twice baked potatoes and hot dog potatoes are the same thing.  I just have extra potato and not enough skins, so I cut a hot dog in half lengthwise leaving a tiny bit attached down the length and then spread it open and top it with potato.  We top all of them with cheese (except the ones for Ashley) and then put it in the oven to melt the cheese and warm the hot dogs.  We have hot dogs, at most, twice a month because they are fairly processed.

it's hard

I seem to keep being pulled back to eating things I would really prefer not to eat.  I think preparing all of our food is time consuming and I need to have a life.  I am sure that once I get used to it all I can make a plan that will streamline my time in the kitchen (I hope).  So today I have decided that I need to make only one change per week.  That gives me a whole week to incorporate it into my schedule.  Maybe then I won't feel so overwhelmed?  I am great for a day or two, cooking and baking up a storm.  Then I a feel like I just need a break and don't want to look at the kitchen for a day or two.  It never ends well.

In the Word of Wisdom we learn that we should eat "every herb in the season thereof, and every fruit in the season thereof."  We should eat meat sparingly.  "Grain is good for the food of man", it "is ordained for the use of man", "to be the staff of life."
Based on this, here are the changes I would like to make.Eliminate all refined foods.
Eat more vegetables.
Eat more fruit.
Eat less meat.
Eat sourdough bread.
Eat all grains either soaked or sourdough based.
Use only natural sweetener- honey, maple syrup, and rapadura/sucanat.
Give up candy!!!!

I have started making my own breads and crackers from whole grains, but sometimes I get lazy or I will eat refined grains if it is being served.  Pasta is one of the things I am not so sure about.  I am not into whole wheat, and would much prefer to use whole spelt.  I need to delve into making my own pasta.

I have switched over to rapadura and honey, but have yet to make anything with maple syrup.  I would like to start using honey in more recipes instead of rapadura as well.

I have begun taking the kids to the store and let them pick fruits to buy.  They enjoy it and I know they will eat what we get.  I am trying to stick with organic fruit when it comes to apples, peaches, and grapes.  I don't buy berries or cherries often, but would like to buy organic as well with these.

I bought some kale and chard this week.  I am going to try kale chips.  They are supposedly delicious, but I just don't know.  I love kale, but it just seems a bit strange.  I will let you know how they are.  I guess I should be buying organic greens instead, but I guess anything is better than nothing.  I should carry a "Buy Only Organic" card so I can remember what foods contain the most chemicals if not organic.  I have switched to only buying organic potatoes.  As far as organic goes, I am starting with the "dirty dozen."  I have to make sure I can fit all of this into my grocery budget, after all!

I don't eat a whole lot of meat- at least, not compared to most of the people I know.  I don't eat it every day.  When I do eat it, it most often is in small amounts.  Occasionally I will eat a lot at one sitting.  I am sure that I could eat it even less than I do now.  I am aiming for one serving of meat no more than 1-2 times per week- and by serving I mean 3-4 ounces.  I try not to eat chicken.  I don't eat pork (we all get sick every time we have eaten it).  The meat we buy is grass fed or free range, hormone free, roaming the land!

This week's change:  I will not eat any refined grains.  If I don't make it, I will just have to skip it!  Okay, so there might be some grain products that are already made that I could eat.  I've had really great whole grain bread with no fillers, but at $6.00 a loaf I am much better off making it myself.  It doesn't take that much effort!

slow going

I had to stop taking most of the herbs I was taking.  It was too much too quickly.  I continued with the echinacea and goldenseal formula for the two weeks.  Then I added the Immune Support formula.  By the end of the week I also added milk thistle.  This week I will start taking half the amount recommended of the rest of the herb formulas.  I haven't noticed any big difference in how I feel over the past two weeks, but I also haven't eaten very well due to traveling and attending a wedding.  I did, however, eat better than I normally do when flying.  I usually stock up on chips and red vines, but I passed on those this time and packed some home made graham crackers for Drew and myself.  That was a step in the right direction for me.  I did eat a donut yesterday morning.  It made me sick!  I won't make that mistake again. 
I am really struggling with all the time and effort it takes to prepare all of our food.  For me, it is a lot of hard work to keep up with four kids, clean, and make all our food.  I am thinking that I need to organize my time better.  I also don't have good recipes for dinner.  The traditional foods crowd tends to eat a lot of meat, but I want to limit our meat intake to 1-2 times per week at most.  I need to fine meatless meal ideas that my children will love.

new start

I spent all of last week eating junk! ugh.  I felt horrible all week long. 
Today was a new start.

Back in February I ordered a lot of herbs from Mountain Rose Herbs.  I bought the herbs so that I could start the protocol that Angela Harris used to cure her cancer.  You can read about it and find the formulas at her website.  They are free.  I know I don't have cancer, but I did have the final stage of precancerous cells that had to be removed last year.  My mother died of breast cancer almost eight years ago.  I know too many people who are fairly young with cancer.  I don't want to risk it.  I'm not waiting till I have it, I am going to fight it before it hits. 

I finally got all of the herb encapsulated and last night I got the system cleanse tea ready to go.  Today I started it all.  If you ever need to do this TAKE DIGESTIVE ENZYMES!  I had some.  I thought about taking them.  I didn't.  I felt so sick this evening!  As the yeast is dieing off you will get nauseated.  It can be bad.  Taking the enzymes (I take 3 at a time instead of 1 with meals) is supposed to prevent that.  Of course, any time you are getting rid of toxins in your body as this does, you are probably going to have some side effects.  I am expecting to be sick, tired, weak, sick, sick....  I don't know exactly what will come, but I am sure that in the end I will be so much better because of this. 

Of course, while taking all these herbs I am following her protocol as far as diet.  Wholesome foods, whole foods.  No meat (I might have it once or twice a week), raw dairy, lots of veggies and fruit, nuts and legumes, whole grains and very little natural sugars.  Today I really wasn't all that hungry.  Taking these things in capsule form means I take 15 capsules 3 times a day and then today I was taking the echinacea/goldenseal formula every hour.  That one affects my stomach the most.  I did manage to eat a hearty dinner of beans and rice with onion and green pepper.  Hopefully tomorrow I will be able to eat more.  Fruit is really about the only thing that sounds good to me at this point.

This wasn't some random thing I came up with.  I have prayed and studied, and prayed some more.  It isn't for everyone.  I didn't just stop at Angela's story and what she had on her website.  I have researched almost all of the herbs individually to see what they do.  I have studied about nutrition, food, how the body works.  I am by no means and expert, but I know what is right for me.  I encourage anyone who wants to improve their health to study and read.  Learn as much as you can.  Then decide what is best for you.  Eating whole foods is a great start and is vitally important for everyone.  Wholesome vegetables, fruits, and whole grains (there are many other grains than just wheat) with plenty of good fats are vital!

struggling

The past weekend was a difficult one.  I did not stick to whole foods.  Monday was even worse!  I felt so yucky this morning.  It is amazing how much better I feel when I heat better.  I am definitely inspired to continue on in my quest for healthy eating.  My problem is that it is so much work.  I have to make EVERYTHING!  Breakfast isn't quick and easy when it isn't just pouring cold cereal into a bowl and topping it with milk.  I have to think ahead.  I usually try for muffins or bread, but I haven't done it the past few days.  I think I'm going to have to start baking in large batches and freezing it.  Then I won't have to bake every day.  I need to come up with a plan, or a schedule.  Once I've been doing this longer hopefully it will become easier- more second nature?